Eternal Night

Every day, stays the same
Wading through constant pain
Surrounded by people who know my name
Yet some can’t see the stain
Of my battered life and forgotten dreams
The dark path lain ahead of me
My soul is worn, torn completely

Take a hit, it kills the pain
Keep on drinking it will make you sane
One day, maybe, you’ll see the light
Finally escape eternal night

Now the bottle’s empty, yet I still hurt
My head aches from all the drugs I took
Wander around, wonder who I am.
Lost inside my mind again
Please somebody, help me out
Make me whole, I beg you now.
But I’m alone, no one hears me
Lost once more in this endless sea

Taste this blade, embrace the pain
Release all your gathered shame
Walk slowly now, towards the light
Deeper still into eternal night

Escape won’t come, I can’t see why
Hooked to machines , won’t let me die
Blood pumped back, keeping night away
Tied to this world for another day
Doctor says that I’m doing fine.
Don’t worry, scars fade with time
Smiling asshole, he doesn’t know
Even if I heal my pain won’t go.

Take these pills, they keep you sane
Doctors can teach you to love your pain
Just give up, there’ no need to fight.
You can live here forever in eternal night.